2:23 AM, 6th Jan 2016
“Sometimes little things that someone says, by way of regular conversation, sticks to the subconscious mind. And then at some unconnected time, space and context, resurfaces with a new meaning.
It often helps, guides, calms and inspires”.…I was in a reminiscent mood,when I told K this today.
We were in yet another one of what we label
‘spiritual discourses above the comprehension of many around us’, with an arrogance that we instantly agreed only proved how far we still had to travel before leaving ‘the Id and self’ behind!
But then, isn’t the very fact that one realises this, the first step towards whatever?
We are certainly at least scratching the surface of a spiritual transformation.
Anyway, I can’t quite recall what exactly it was K had said at some point in the past that came back as the answer I was seeking last week.
It was something he had uttered quite unmindfully.
So much so that I didn’t myself realise I had stored it in my “subconscious drawer”!
And on a note of déjà vu, I realised today I was finding yet another answer in yet another one of such unmindful comments my mind had fished out of my “S.drawer” !
” We have all the answers we seek inside us”, he had said. ” You just have to be quiet enough to hear them”.
Practicing being quiet…Easier said than done!! Enlightenment under a Banyan tree, or otherwise, can’t be that easy! But then one must try.
Maybe today’s highly spirited discussion will one day be the source of an answer. Maybe I have added many answers to my “S. Drawer”.
There’s this book that he mentioned…he had been guided to it by someone..the stories and legends associated with Sage Vashisth’s advice to Rama. The more we delved into its teachings, the more it led us deeper into the similarities with Zen philosophy and Sufi Tasawwuf.
And how every philosophy, religion and belief system, though designed for peace can only lead to it by renouncing the fixed mindless ritual systems for spirituality …
The only true way to peace..the practice of Mindfulness, Living in the NOW, the Power of the present.
If only this was as easy….
One whole week of the new year is passé…in a blink!
As I turned the leaf of my daily calender today, I realized how much has changed between now and 365 days ago.
For a moment I wondered if,given a chance, I’d chose to erase and restart at 31 Dec 2014. Or maybe earlier.
My very own “back to the future time machine” !
What exactly would I do differently, at what decisive moments or would I even realise those were decisive moments?
And at what cost?
And wouldn’t going back to the future to restart defeat the very notion of mindful living..the Power of Now?
Is that why we are designed to live forwards, without a rewind, pause and erase button?